Thursday, April 16, 2009
Ask eve to wake me up at 5.30. To play safe, i set my alarm at 5.45. Seriously i didn't expect that i'll sleep till 6. Still ok,but i've no more time left to eat. x( After everything i dashed out,hoping to reach serangoon on time. BUT before i could even reach the bus stop,the bus left right in front of me. zzz.. So no choice got to wait for next one lor.. Lucky i'm not very late..
I started off with andrew,liquan and laiyee. The crowd was not at all fantastic. Therefore as soon as most of the crowd was gone,i met up with andrew and we walked a great distance to find the two babes. In the end me and andrew left as we couldn't stand it anymore[literally meant it that way]. The two gals are superly-powerly-determine~ly-strong-and-obedient.. Aww.. We went to join florence,jielin and crystal for our crappy-session and finally to eat. Slacking last till we came back..
Well,i've collected $16.55. NOT BAD..
Hmm.. Damn lazy to say much. Will update if i have the chance.. x)
Laura say love me..
9:58 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Last friday was my last day of work. xD Good friday but i'm working,ya.. And i'm enjoying it.. April is very nice and i really don't bear to leave. Haiz.. Miss her but feel so busy..
Monday first day of orientations. Ya.. There's one Andrew and one Grace in my class haha.. Well,one day my classmates will understand. x)
Tuesday which is today,is good. Have fun playing games but guess i still need some time to really know them. I used to worry if i'll be left out in poly since i'm so quiet. But to my amazement,i'm NOT considered quiet in class and in fact a little too noisy. =x AHAHA influence by april.. Haha.. I swear she'll be so happy if she sees these. x)
Dear God,thankyou for giving me everything that i needed. Today Papa say sth about loving your enemies. Do give me some time. xD Amen. x)
Laura say love me..
10:35 PM
Monday, April 6, 2009
Aw..
I broke the bottle of body spray from April last sunday.. I just so happen to take my denim dress out as i'm intending to wear it. And the spray got knocked over and the whole bottle broke into sososo many pieces. So does my heart.. The broken glass cut my feet but i was too dumb-founded to do anything. That body spray is from Bath & Body Works. Sparkling Mountain Spring. This scent can no longer be found anywhere. Well,April bought this from states quite some time ago. She gave it to me because i once told her i'm looking into perfumes that is suitable for me and she gave me that and one perfume from the body shop-The Spirit of Moonflower. However i love the Sparkling Mountain Spring a lot more.. Haiz.. What a pity.. Now i can only try to catch the scent when i'm at the place where it dropped. Hopefully the scent will last me some time..
Laura say love me..
10:35 PM
Thursday, March 26, 2009
0_0
Monday,screwed. I was waiting for our newbie to come for his first day of work. I'm in charge of guiding him around. Instructions was that he's coming to warehouse at 9 am. And i'll do the rest of things that i'm supposed to do. 9.15am--Not here. 9.30am--Not here. Lost? I text him and i've no reply. I msg april,very unwilling to disturb her.. She ask me to try calling him. Called him 5 times and he didn't pick up. Accident? He better hope he is for i'm really mad. After few minutes he called. Not in a nice mood already.. He said he's sorry for the inconvenience blabla shit say emergency blabla shit say he email april blabla shit..blablablabla.. I'm still quite nice to him,so i ask if he's going to come afterall. He said no. I told him he better call april personally. Oh well i don't know if he did. But one thing for sure,that is that he's fired. SO much for having don't know what emergency that he's able to email april but can't even make it calling her? He's irresponsible stupid basturd!!! I thought he's older[he's 23 or 24?] so he would be better in anyway than me. Such a disappointment. Don't know if april can manage to find help in time.. School is starting really soon..
Tuesday wednesday thursday,which is today,were all spend in taka. Man!!! I tell you it's so bone-breaking.. My back hurts like hell and i'm not going to do sales when i grows up. I say,regardless of situations!!!
I want a break...
8_8
Laura say love me..
9:15 PM
Friday, March 20, 2009
Dad called yesterday and ask me to go home on sunday to see mummy and brothers. Who is he to tell me what to do? Haiz.. Bros they are too busy to be concerned with my presence. Anyway if they want to see me they can always meet me outside. But they are too young to care. Really. Not intending to go back so soon. Especially with that money issue with mummy.. As if all these are not stress enough for me,dad added on to say that godpa is most probably coming to see me on sunday. AWWWWW!!! He is just so naturallyoverlyconcernedandprotectiveoverme. BUT it's not like he's there to protect me. Just feel stressed in his presence. He is nice. But too nice. And the worst thing is that he always like to say that it is his honour to be able to accompany me through the worst time of my life.. Come on,he only like see me once or twice a month? And during that bad time it's ahpa and hubby and aunty ros and melea. Please and they don't even say such things. So what am i suppose/expected to do in future when i grows up? To repay his kindness and support? When you are close to somebody you wouldn't mind and can still think that it's only right to take after him when he grows old or something like that. But i don't feel close to him. NOT A TINY LITTLE BIT! When such feeling occurs a have no choice but to distance away from him. Sadly to say... It's too hard a responsibility that i need to bear... And he don't need to hold the responsibility of taking care of me. I'm well. Very. Feeling great.. Haiz..
Today i went to the warehouse to pick up sponsored items we're sponsoring 98.7 Fm. Went to mediacorp[first time there] then went to eat yongtaufoo at tpy. For the first time i thought i'm sick of yongtaufoo. T_T That's me. Like something and i'll eat non stop till i'm sick of it. =x Not a good thing to do.. After lunch i went to taka to pack and tidy toot counter.
I saw aunty molly and i told her i'll stop working for april somewhere in april when school is starting. She sounded upset and exclaimed that she hates to hear that. Haiz. Ya,it had been so fast. I've been working with april,learning by her side for 4 months plus and it's time for me to go. Never thought it'll be so fast. Really.. And i just realised that perhaps i hasn't learnt enough from her. The time we had was way too short. She target to teach me whatever i need to know for my life ahead. At least say for poly? For dealing with circumstances i faced with right now? For dealing with emotions? Don't bear to leave her..
Dear God are you sending me to move on to another phase of my life now?
Laura say love me..
8:44 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Went to warehouse to sort out stuffs. And that took 2 hours. Haha. And then i went for lunch.. Thought i can see hubby after sending goods to bugis. But in the end the delivery was cancelled. However because i'm not dressed for taka,I'm not going over to see hubby. Awww.. I went to Parkway to do survey. Hehe.. So fun.. But not all jobs will be so carefree like this.. It just happen to be that my boss is nice. But not all bosses are nice..
I guess i'm tired 'cause i am speaking funny. Conclusion!!! I want see hubby. I want to work for a nice boss if i have the chance. I want a water hulahoop. I want to get my contact lens done.
Nitez..
Laura say love me..
10:08 PM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Can't wait for school to start for i'm starting to feel sick working. Working hard to save money,save money for school.. What thing for school??? Haiz.. I can't save enough for my school fees and expenses for the rest of my days in poly. But do i have to save so hard now. Not like i can save much.. But i've quite some things i have in mind that i wan to buy right now so what comes first? Save or spend? Sickening.
Anyway,i went to taka today. Met hubby for lunch and start work together. Then we have a long day and i left earlier than him and back home and full stop. I'm totally exhausted and i start wondering if sales is for me? And if not how the heck am i going to survive?????
Hope tomorrow will be a good day.
Dear God,please give me rest.
Laura say love me..
10:52 PM
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Went to church with a thankful heart today. But before that something happen. Daddy called me using my mum's phone. =.= In our conversation it's plainly concern. I thought that he would be slightly upset but to my amazement he sounded as if he knew how i feel. Therefore i lose all my heart for screaming at him. He wanted me to call mum and go home to accompany her and he even stated that he won't be home when i'm in. I mean i THINK i AM still QUITE upset with him,but if only he knows that the reason of me not going home now is no longer about him. Never held much expectations of him so don't exactly feel disappointed? All i've left to say that i'm totally disgusted by mum and disappointed to the max.
Ya going to church.. Hubby working so he's not around. No amount of words could sufficiently describe the joy in my heart as i sing praises to God. Sometimes i blamed myself for being not consistent in my faith in him. But nevertheless,he NEVER forsake me. What else can i say? Well you see. In the church ahpa sat beside me. In his presence i feel so safe and nice and everything. He is such a nice papa to me. But i've realised that no matter how nice he is still not my dad. He has his own family like how i have mine. Now the question is do i still own one? I'm in this situation where my daddy don't fit to be my daddy and i've a loving papa who is a papa and just a papa like to everyone. Thus,under such circumstances i guess i can only rely on God to feel balanced. I've enough of all the comparing and complaining. And it is time for me to learn to handles emotions and thoughts like an adult,through God.
Anyway,i met up with pam at orchard. Have lots of fun window shopping,eating,chatting and playing a fool. Feel rather bad that i didn't gave her my full energetic heart as my mensus cramps bored me down. Subsequently i went over to suntec to find hubby. The journey there seems to take forever. I supposed due to human congestion reason,some routes were actually blocked. T.T So i got to take a very big turn there. AND i only have hubby for mere half an hour? Haiz. T_T And i took a damn long time waiting for a bus back home..
I seriously don't think that it's me who is temperamental. It's just different things happen at different time of the day and makes me feel that way..
Laura say love me..
10:04 PM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Yay!!! I'm back. Haha.
I'm here today because i bought my own laptop today. Because hubby is working. Because i'm having bad cramps. Because i'm TOO lazy to go out. x) So.. Ya.. Well,that's why. xD
Recent updates,i've seen my mum some few weeks ago. Turn out to be heart-wrenching and upsetting. And my bros are DAMN skinny. Haiz. Conclusion,i love my bros. But i wouldn't want to talk to mum anymore. Anyway i've ahpa n mummy grace so i won't go to the extent of being an orphan.
Work wise,good. I've got a nice boss. x) Sometimes you just don't know what to say but who cares? I know she cares deep in her heart. Kinda sad that i won't be able to work for her once school starts. However i'll continue to practice what she had taught me.
School wise,ok. I'm admitted into Singapore Polytechnic Accountancy Course. Wondering how's school life. HEHE.
Love.. I have to say hubby loves me lots.x) Really. I'm so thankful to have him and so fortunate to. He DOTES on me. x) Just praying that he'll continue[at least] or love me even more,and more,and more and more,in future. Hahahaha greedy me. xD Baby love hubby eh hughug.
Recently i felt as if i've drifted away from God for what ever the reason. I'm determined to restore our relationship back. Will be going to church tml. And meeting my gf,pam,after that. Then perhaps in the evening go suntec find hubby to give him some moral support. Hahaha.. Just tml... x)
Laura say love me..
12:47 PM
Friday, February 27, 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7oGx2dImE8
just for laughs..
Laura say love me..
1:06 AM
